aLL of uS r B.i.T.c.H.e.S~~ I am not saying U r...

Rules number one;
- We seldom look around us, and sometimes with no thoughts of anything(blank) and we don't even realize that the eyes of ours of this God given had landed on certain person. Of course we will feel like we're just looking and its blank, but haven't said that the others that being stared, they are not feeling the same way as we did. Trust me, they will feel uncomfortable, feel like they are trapped under some sort of psychotic reverse psychology psycho or it could be "what's up with the look?".

WELL PEOPLE, THAT'S WHAT MAKE WE ARE A B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number two;
-At a time we don't want to care about others and live free, others will start to care about you. Believe me, they will take note for anything and everything you are doing, saying, and even when you are eating or drinking. Plus, they suddenly start to care when you walk down street all alone even though you always did that. Suddenly, you 'll feel like the world revolves around you, and those eyes facing towards you, looking down or up with some grunting and chuckles. Seriously, we'll have this thoughts of "what's up with them?" or shall I put in a harsh sentence for the rough idea,"what do you want B****??"..... Nevertheless, we're the one whose being stared,not them which in turn make us the B..

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number three;
-Also happens when you have issues that you can't tell or it is kind of stressful, you chose to be alone for a while and again with all the stares that you can not uphold,you'll get depressed. It leads to another, you rebel, start doing the stupidest thing on earth and yet people keep talking. Then again,

THAT MAKES BOTH B****.

Rules number four;
-We are human being right? But doesn't mean we are the same. Each of us have different history and normal basic life that we involve in and used to. For loners like me and a few others, we don't talk much, but doesn't mean we hate people or we hate socializing. It is just because we are not too into it like other normal girlish girl who loves gossiping, shopping, sleepover and etc. Yeah, it is a problem for us, the loners, when it gets into community. We are unable to adapt to other girls social network that easy. Please, blame us because honestly we don't know.
Let us draw some analogy here, a loner walking nearby a group of girlish girl. Awkward moment will arise, and rules number one is apply.

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number five;
-what makes you think you are perfect? Is it your social network? Is it your well dress stylish and stylist? Is it the way you take control of people thoughts and emotions? Is it the way you think and knowledge beyond others? or is it the way you speak? or is it because others are scared of you?
If you ask me, you are what you are. No one can change you unless you chose to be change. So be it, be yourself and that is what differentiate us all.

THAT IS WHY WE ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number six;
- when we ignoring others and the world, people said we are arrogant and heartless. That was their judgement. For us, we already give up with the life of fakes and even we could turn the clock, still we don't know what to change. That makes everything sucks. Back to their judgement;

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number seven;
- Drama.. Drama.. Drama... We played a great scene in a stage called real life, but having said that we are not happy with it but that is the way that has to be and we keep drowning, or may be the word drowning is not suitable to be use. Let's change it to lost, or keep track, or just go with the flow may be. Humans play several and variety of characters and pose, just to impress others whereas neglecting their own satisfaction. All of us are involved, none escape. Trust me, we have been there, it is just the matter of time where we woke up from the hypnosis, either early or late, or neither nor. YOU go girl!!! DRAMA QUEEN!!!

WELL AGAIN PEOPLE, THAT'S WHAT MAKE WE ARE A B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number eight;
- We as normal human are stuck in certain degree of ego, depends on how you classify and clarify it. Doesn't matter. That ego are one of the ingredients of determining who we are now in past, present and future. Due to that degree of ego, rules number one to seven is apply.

BITCHES, WE ARE THE BITCH.

x0x0~~~~ ;P

To ppL out there yg krg senang dgn saya..

Kadang-kadang aku tak faham dengan sikap manusia yang agak suka menjaga tepi kain orang lain. Tiba-tiba nak jadi concern dengan aku(sebelum ni tak penah plak concern...~). Aku lepak dan kawan dengan sesape, suka hati atok nenek aku la. Yang korang nak kecoh-kecoh apsal? Aku kacau hidup korang ke? Ade aku menyebok hal korang? Please la weh, Don't be so typical wif ur thoughts. Aku nak lepak dengan junior ke, dengan Indonesia ke, suka-suka hati nenek aku la.. Yang korang tak puas hati apsal? Sebab aku tak lepak dengan korang??? eh come on la!! Macam korang nak lepak pernah ajak la plak kan.. pastu nak kecoh sebab aku tak lepak dengan korang. bapak childish camtuh. Grow up dude!! We're not kids anymore.

Lagi satu, kalau tak kenal orang, jangan nak memandai cakap and komplen la. Masing-masing ada life masing-masing. Orang kata, berkawan biar ikhlas, jangan berkawan sebab nak ubah seseorang ikut suka hati, and then tinggal orang tu w/out words. GHALIL ADAB namenye tuh. Jangan ingat aku diam, aku ok dengan perangai korang. Setakat aku boleh sabar, aku bersabar lagi. jangan lupa plak, kesabaran seseorang tu ada batasnya. kita secara sah bergelar pelajar universiti, jadi tolong la berlagak macam pelajar universiti sket.


Lagi satu kepada kawan-kawan yang bergelar baik, orang kata nak buat baik tu jangan buat setengah jalan. Agak-agak aa sket, dari 2 tahuin lepas pon korang suka camni. kalau dah tolong ambilkan dokumen atau barang orang tu, pandai-pandai la hubungi tuan punya. Orang hantar dokumen tu, mesti ada orang yang ambil. So kalau tak de yang suruh ambil, tak payah la poyo tunjuk baik tolong ambilkan kalau tak reti-reti nak contact. Panas lak aku Ni dah kali keberapa korang buat camni, aku diam je. kali ni tolong la bijak berfiir sikit ok!!



P/S: Sape yang makan cili akan terasa kepedasannya, tak pon akan mengalami diarrhea...

plus, sorry to be this direct, mungkin aku dah mencecah batas kesabaran aku..

Hey Monday

The power lines went out
and i am all alone
i don't really care at all not answering my phone
all the games you played
the promises you made
couldn't finish what you started only darkness still remains

Lost sight
couldn't see
when it was you and me

blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but i think ill be alright

Been black and blue before
there's no need to explain
i am not the jaded kind playbacks such a waist
your invisible, invisible to me
my wish is coming true erase the memory of your face

Lost sight couldn't see
when it was you and me
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but i think ill be alright

one day you will wake up
with nothing but your sorries
ans someday you will get back
everything you gave me

blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but i think I'll be alright

Hari yang saye rase xbest...

Sedih je arini...semua membe tak balik lagi...
huhu terpakse melepakkan diri seorang diri. haih sedey2.....

Plus, in lecture hall, the lecturers suddenly asked" are u egyptian??"
I said "noooo!!!! I am not..I'm Malaysian...isk3!!"

This maghrib plak, my bawab kt bawah, the daughter actually I think, she bell our house until I couldn't bear it. I was like mad n answer the intercom, while cursing2..and the thing that makes me even mad is, they were laughing at me as if I'm making a joke which is very very very disrespectful. They were like making fun of me. Ooh please, u people pissstttt me oofffff!!! GHALIL ADAB!!

Memang hari2 yang saye rase xbest, I dont know y egyptian have no respect to people here especially towards us. We're the guest, they should have respect and be honoured to have us as a guest.haih!! sigh2!

Spades Lover

Miza & I, we have a chat this morning n came to a conclusion that we like spades..it is because we think that spades is the highest n the strongest...so cool!!!

How to trust your partner

The best parts of being in a relationship are the moments of shared intimacy and trust. You have chosen someone to open up top, someone that you feel you can trust with your heart and soul. That is why it is so devastating to find out that he has been cheating on you. The aftermath of this revelation is hard on both of you - it is tough on you because your trust has been betrayed, and it is tough on him because he knows how angry and hurt you are.

It would not be easy - rebuilding trust never is - but if you remember a few important things, you can make your relationship stronger than it was before:

1. Rebuilding trust is something you have to do together.
This is going to be tough, because you are both very unhappy - essentially, you are working on a relationship with someone you do not trust. You may need to take a "cooling off" period, after which you agree to rebuild trust. But it will take both of you. If either of you is not serious about doing the work necessary to repair your relationship, you are sunk. Take some time to get clear, ask yourself if you want to work on this relationship, and whether you can deal with the problem of having had to live in the past. If you can forgive, and understand that most of our miseries come from living in the past, you have a higher chance of rebuilding trust in this relationship.

2. Acknowledge your emotions.
You are both going to be feeling hurt, angry and sad after you find out about his cheating. Both of you have to deal with your feelings in a mature, communicative fashion. You will want him to understand your point of view and the pain you are feeling - but you are going to also have to listen to him and try to understand how he feels, too.

Take care to make each other feel understood rather than dwelling on accusations and apologies. Try to see the situation from his perspective, and acknowledge his feelings verbally (statements like, "I know you are confused and angry right now") and own up to anything that you have done wrong, too.

3. Make the right kind of apologies.
"I'm sorry" is not a free pass, nor is it a reset button that puts everything back the way it was before. In fact, your guy probably blurted out "I'm sorry" as soon as he got caught, in the hopes that it would magically make the whole problem disappear. A genuine apology is not a token designed to appease your partner - real apologies, from the heart, only work after they have been given some thought. They also do not come with excuses attached - "I'm sorry, but ..." negates the apology entirely. Apologizing should not be seen as another opportunity to say you were right! If he offers you an "I'm sorry, but .." apology, tell him that you would prefer an apology that do not have a "but" attached.

4. Both of you need to make promises for the future.
These may be as simple as "I won't cheat anymore" or as complicated as "I promise to let you know where I am when I'm not at work." These cannot be demands - they must be mutually agreed upon things that can reasonably been accomplished, related to the problem of his cheating. And you need to be very clear that both of you understand what these promises entail.

5. The promises you make while rebuilding trust must be kept.
After all, lack of trust is the problem here. Promises made must be kept when trying to rebuild trust. If one of you breaks a promise during this period, the resulting anger and disappointment will make matters even worse. It can even do more damage than the cheating did, because it shows that even when you know that your relationship hangs in the balance, you cannot be trusted to keep your word.

5. Keep the lines of communication open.
It will take more than a few apologies and promises to rebuild trust. You will need to talk about your fears, appreciate each other's good qualities, continue to talk about the promises you have made to each other, and continue to strengthen the bond that solidifies your relationship.

Rebuilding trust after your partner cheats is a lot of work. But if both of you are fully committed to the process, you may find that your love can grow even stronger with better communication and respect.

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Why is there a cold-hearted person in me?

Why suddenly I easily get pisstttttttt off when there's someone annoys me? Well normally, I'll get piss off but it will take a while. Arghhhhhhh!!!!!! stop it!!

I don't want the evil heart takes control over my mind and my soul. Please Ya Robb, lend me Your courage and patient. I want to feel that again within me. As far as I concern, I don't want to hurt any feelings just because of uncontrolable emotions(the bad one, of course).
Give me sanity for it helps me to be wise.