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Saturday, May 5, 2012

Theory on how the diseases spread


Hi people, long time no see. How are you guys doing? Bla bla bla... well I'm not doing those rhetorical questions. Well after so long, I would like to expose to you guys about my new finding theories that I gain while I’m MIA. I was reading (well isn’t that always the way) about the production of sound called PHONATION. Well before I jump into a very bit different concepts, let me remind you something about this sound production. Our exhalation and inhalation processes which also known as respiration or breathing happens in larynx which is connected to bronchus, bronchioles and alveoli respectively. In a simple sentence is lung. So, it is well known as the site of gas exchange. Let us not drag those to another significant multisystem processes on how our body handling it. Back to the larynx, larynx is what you call a tube having our precious gift of Allah (God, bahgwan, budha, jesus according to your own religion), the VOCAL BOX. Here, the volume and pitch are manipulated by the movement of respective muscles, tendons and cartilages. This will generate a fundamental frequency or pitch. It is well controlled by the movement of vocal folds through adduction of arytenoid cartilages producing a vibration called phonation which also you heard as voice. The position of your lips, tongue, mouth and pharynx creates many different vowels and consonant sound as tone and world’s languages. In male, the vocal folds are longer and wider and can be seen as Adam’s apple (thyroid cartilage). In our normal breathing, the arytenoid cartilages medially rotates and open the vocal folds as a mass of gases run through it, thus opening the epiglottis. What will happen to the epiglottis when we stop or pause breathing as it happens during the swallowing of food or water? The epiglottis automatically will fall and close the airway passage of the larynx allowing food to enter the esophagus and stomach. Okay, this is the normal process happening in our body and that is not the point of writing this. The main point that I want to state here is this is exactly what happen during smoking. Shall I say that smoking process is the same as the eating process? Yes, how? The active smokers might relate this in an easier way. As for the passive smokers try to relate while you are enjoying your meal. Have you ever notice that when u eat or swallow food, you are not breathing or pause your breathing. Yes you are. Many of you now will start to focus on how you swallow your food right now, aren’t you? Haha, it’s okay, you should if you want to know the process. So, as I said before, epiglottis will closed the airway passage during swallowing. When eating or smoking, the epiglottis had closed your airway passage leading the bolus and smokes into the esophagus and stomach. That is why many active smokers are suffering from gastrictitis, liver problems and lung disease. As for the passive smokers, lung disease is relevant to inhalation of the smokes if you stand near the active smokers. That is all I want to share with you for the time being. I know it is kind of lame, but hope you gain some additional info. Bye bye now... -hugs & kisses-

Sunday, December 13, 2009

aLL of uS r B.i.T.c.H.e.S~~ I am not saying U r...




Rules number one;
- We seldom look around us, and sometimes with no thoughts of anything(blank) and we don't even realize that the eyes of ours of this God given had landed on certain person. Of course we will feel like we're just looking and its blank, but haven't said that the others that being stared, they are not feeling the same way as we did. Trust me, they will feel uncomfortable, feel like they are trapped under some sort of psychotic reverse psychology psycho or it could be "what's up with the look?".

WELL PEOPLE, THAT'S WHAT MAKE WE ARE A B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number two;
-At a time we don't want to care about others and live free, others will start to care about you. Believe me, they will take note for anything and everything you are doing, saying, and even when you are eating or drinking. Plus, they suddenly start to care when you walk down street all alone even though you always did that. Suddenly, you 'll feel like the world revolves around you, and those eyes facing towards you, looking down or up with some grunting and chuckles. Seriously, we'll have this thoughts of "what's up with them?" or shall I put in a harsh sentence for the rough idea,"what do you want B****??"..... Nevertheless, we're the one whose being stared,not them which in turn make us the B..

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number three;
-Also happens when you have issues that you can't tell or it is kind of stressful, you chose to be alone for a while and again with all the stares that you can not uphold,you'll get depressed. It leads to another, you rebel, start doing the stupidest thing on earth and yet people keep talking. Then again,

THAT MAKES BOTH B****.

Rules number four;
-We are human being right? But doesn't mean we are the same. Each of us have different history and normal basic life that we involve in and used to. For loners like me and a few others, we don't talk much, but doesn't mean we hate people or we hate socializing. It is just because we are not too into it like other normal girlish girl who loves gossiping, shopping, sleepover and etc. Yeah, it is a problem for us, the loners, when it gets into community. We are unable to adapt to other girls social network that easy. Please, blame us because honestly we don't know.
Let us draw some analogy here, a loner walking nearby a group of girlish girl. Awkward moment will arise, and rules number one is apply.

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number five;
-what makes you think you are perfect? Is it your social network? Is it your well dress stylish and stylist? Is it the way you take control of people thoughts and emotions? Is it the way you think and knowledge beyond others? or is it the way you speak? or is it because others are scared of you?
If you ask me, you are what you are. No one can change you unless you chose to be change. So be it, be yourself and that is what differentiate us all.

THAT IS WHY WE ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number six;
- when we ignoring others and the world, people said we are arrogant and heartless. That was their judgement. For us, we already give up with the life of fakes and even we could turn the clock, still we don't know what to change. That makes everything sucks. Back to their judgement;

ALL OF US ARE B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number seven;
- Drama.. Drama.. Drama... We played a great scene in a stage called real life, but having said that we are not happy with it but that is the way that has to be and we keep drowning, or may be the word drowning is not suitable to be use. Let's change it to lost, or keep track, or just go with the flow may be. Humans play several and variety of characters and pose, just to impress others whereas neglecting their own satisfaction. All of us are involved, none escape. Trust me, we have been there, it is just the matter of time where we woke up from the hypnosis, either early or late, or neither nor. YOU go girl!!! DRAMA QUEEN!!!

WELL AGAIN PEOPLE, THAT'S WHAT MAKE WE ARE A B.I.T.C.H.

Rules number eight;
- We as normal human are stuck in certain degree of ego, depends on how you classify and clarify it. Doesn't matter. That ego are one of the ingredients of determining who we are now in past, present and future. Due to that degree of ego, rules number one to seven is apply.

BITCHES, WE ARE THE BITCH.

x0x0~~~~ ;P


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

To ppL out there yg krg senang dgn saya..

Kadang-kadang aku tak faham dengan sikap manusia yang agak suka menjaga tepi kain orang lain. Tiba-tiba nak jadi concern dengan aku(sebelum ni tak penah plak concern...~). Aku lepak dan kawan dengan sesape, suka hati atok nenek aku la. Yang korang nak kecoh-kecoh apsal? Aku kacau hidup korang ke? Ade aku menyebok hal korang? Please la weh, Don't be so typical wif ur thoughts. Aku nak lepak dengan junior ke, dengan Indonesia ke, suka-suka hati nenek aku la.. Yang korang tak puas hati apsal? Sebab aku tak lepak dengan korang??? eh come on la!! Macam korang nak lepak pernah ajak la plak kan.. pastu nak kecoh sebab aku tak lepak dengan korang. bapak childish camtuh. Grow up dude!! We're not kids anymore.

Lagi satu, kalau tak kenal orang, jangan nak memandai cakap and komplen la. Masing-masing ada life masing-masing. Orang kata, berkawan biar ikhlas, jangan berkawan sebab nak ubah seseorang ikut suka hati, and then tinggal orang tu w/out words. GHALIL ADAB namenye tuh. Jangan ingat aku diam, aku ok dengan perangai korang. Setakat aku boleh sabar, aku bersabar lagi. jangan lupa plak, kesabaran seseorang tu ada batasnya. kita secara sah bergelar pelajar universiti, jadi tolong la berlagak macam pelajar universiti sket.


Lagi satu kepada kawan-kawan yang bergelar baik, orang kata nak buat baik tu jangan buat setengah jalan. Agak-agak aa sket, dari 2 tahuin lepas pon korang suka camni. kalau dah tolong ambilkan dokumen atau barang orang tu, pandai-pandai la hubungi tuan punya. Orang hantar dokumen tu, mesti ada orang yang ambil. So kalau tak de yang suruh ambil, tak payah la poyo tunjuk baik tolong ambilkan kalau tak reti-reti nak contact. Panas lak aku Ni dah kali keberapa korang buat camni, aku diam je. kali ni tolong la bijak berfiir sikit ok!!



P/S: Sape yang makan cili akan terasa kepedasannya, tak pon akan mengalami diarrhea...

plus, sorry to be this direct, mungkin aku dah mencecah batas kesabaran aku..


Monday, October 12, 2009

Hari yang saye rase xbest...

Sedih je arini...semua membe tak balik lagi...
huhu terpakse melepakkan diri seorang diri. haih sedey2.....

Plus, in lecture hall, the lecturers suddenly asked" are u egyptian??"
I said "noooo!!!! I am not..I'm Malaysian...isk3!!"

This maghrib plak, my bawab kt bawah, the daughter actually I think, she bell our house until I couldn't bear it. I was like mad n answer the intercom, while cursing2..and the thing that makes me even mad is, they were laughing at me as if I'm making a joke which is very very very disrespectful. They were like making fun of me. Ooh please, u people pissstttt me oofffff!!! GHALIL ADAB!!

Memang hari2 yang saye rase xbest, I dont know y egyptian have no respect to people here especially towards us. We're the guest, they should have respect and be honoured to have us as a guest.haih!! sigh2!


Friday, September 4, 2009

Why is there a cold-hearted person in me?

Why suddenly I easily get pisstttttttt off when there's someone annoys me? Well normally, I'll get piss off but it will take a while. Arghhhhhhh!!!!!! stop it!!

I don't want the evil heart takes control over my mind and my soul. Please Ya Robb, lend me Your courage and patient. I want to feel that again within me. As far as I concern, I don't want to hurt any feelings just because of uncontrolable emotions(the bad one, of course).
Give me sanity for it helps me to be wise.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Kenape dunia sekarang dah jadi macam ni????

Kebudayaan? Kebudayaan apakah? adakah kebudayaan yang dibawa oleh Parameswara sewaktu memerintah Melaka kalau kita lihat menerusi sejarah peradaban dunia. Parameswara dari Majapahit. In addition, Parameswara is Putera Palembang. Baginda memerintah Melaka agak lama sehingga mempunyai waris buat mewarisi takhta. Jadi adat mana yang kita nak salahkan sekarang ni? Budaya dari siapa? Hello!!!!! kita just manusia biasa la. Ada yang lagi berhak nak claim diri kita ni. Yang Maha Berkuasa~


Satu kata--->> SILA RUJUK SEJARAH PERADABAN DUNIA..

Untuk pengetahuan umum, Malaysia adalah negara yang terdiri daripada berbilang kaum dan bangsa. Ini bererti bukan sahaja Melayu yang tinggal di Malaysia. Terdapat kaum Cina dari China, India dari India sendiri. Juga terdapat Indonesia atau lebih dikenali sebagai orang Jawa dan Minang yang bermastautin tetap di Malaysia. Majoriti kami adalah 'mixed'. Jadi, disini saya ingin tekankan bahawa Malaysia tidak terdiri dari satu budaya sahaja.

Maaf kalau aku agak keras, tapi seriously aku agak bosan la dgr bende2 macam ni..n plus balak aku sendiri pon Indonesian.

Aku harap sangat semua ni boleh settle dan jadi aman.

last but not least..I'm sorry if i am wrong and once again we don't want any war between muslims aite? ade aku penah dgr satu hadis kalau xsilap berbunyi "Islam itu tidak akan kalah kalau bukan dari dalam..."

sekian.

AN EYE FOR AN EYE MAKES THE WORLD GO BLIND

By Mahatma Ghandi


maaf zahir batin
Ramadhan Kareem

Friday, August 28, 2009

Mama nih..liat btoL nk mkn ubat. Sakit tuh kene mkn ubat kalau nk cepat baik...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Nandeyo???

Ape laa adik aku merapek pagi-pagi di saat aku nak pi exam...Mari kita lihat sape yang kena...hoho

angah: ganbatte kundasai !!!
chaiyok!!!
ko msti lulus kali...kesian la dkat aq..
jp lg aq xde tmpt tdo kt bilik

didi : apsl dkat ko lak nk kesian?
kuang aja eh ko
siot

angah:ko xtau ke tenet dh amik tmpt aq dlm blik...
aq nk tdo mner kalo blik umah!!!


didi : senget aa ko

angah: waaaaa...xsggp...tp best gak dpt tdo blik mama xpun dpn tv...

didi : pape aa

angah: xnak2...nk tdo dkt blik jgak...

didi : aku tgh revise nih
jap lg exm practical

angah: btol la aq ttbe je xder blik....merempat kot

Sabau je la ade adik camnih..adeii, siap xbagi aku balik lak tuh. Aku lak yang pening, skang nih tu bilik sape sebenarnye...adoyay!!


Monday, August 24, 2009



LoYaLty
. HoNEsTy . SiNcErE . TraGeDy . PaiN . NuMB

bLaNk

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Makes me wonder

You noe sumthin, our life is like a wheel. Anything that u want cart wheel, car wheel or any~ there r times we will be on top, in da middle and down.. that is life i guess.. well i mean it is my life..

my head is dizzy..the sounds in my head keeps bugging me.. how i wish all these r fake..n none for real~ I noe i ant live in past..i hav to move forward.. live in future..so i think i should fight in present..huh..everything is not rite here..

welll i dunno wut to do.everything is not rite..i mean everything..my life, my financial, my gloomy days, my insanity, my rationality, all sucks..except for my homies..i’m glad that i hav them rite now..so glad..thanks guys..love u guys..

i feel so stupid for trying to change my life..i can decide wut my life is gonna be, but wut leading it gave me more than a fullstop which i hav to choose for my own good..

NO TURNING BACK!!~that always be my principle.. i almost forgot, bcoz of that principle i like nike brand..hahaha wtf?? so rite now, all i’m gonna do is try to be happy for these days and all days..its time to change..eventhough i’m not so sure, but rite now that is how i felt it is..stop live in past..i hav to plan now in present n start my most enjoyable time in future.. X0X0~

Kisah muda-mudi


Hari ni tetibe teringat kat sorang member lama ni. Sebenarnya agak terkilan dan ralat juga lah sebab dahulunya kami bersahabat, tapi sekarang dah berubah. Ceritanya bermula di suatu pagi, selalunya yang datang menjemput aku tiap pagi adalah dia. Seperti biasa aku akan menunggu dia di hadapan pintu masuk ke kawasan apartment aku.

Waktu sedang menunggu, datang seorang lagi teman sekelas aku menyapa aku yang juga dikenali sebagai V. V mengajak aku ke kelas bersama kerana waktu masih awal. Pada mulanya aku menolak kerana aku sedang menunggu dia menjemput aku seperti hari-hari biasa. V mula mendesak, aku mencapai telefon bimbit aku itu lalu menghantar khidmat pesanan ringkas kepada dia untuk memaklumkan hal tersebut. Setelah itu aku bersetuju untuk mengikut V ke kelas. Kami menahan teksi dan tiba di kawasan kolej sekitar 10 minit kemudian. Jam masih awal. Aku menemani V menyelesaikan segala urusannya terlebih dahulu sebelum ke kelas.


Kemudian kami ke kelas dan aku dapati dia datang agak lambat. Tiba-tiba tempat yang memang aku reserve buat dia diambil oleh seorang teman yang juga merupakan jiran di apartment rumahku. Aku memandang V dengan tanda tanya. Apabila dia tiba di kelas, aku menarik kerusi yang dibelakang aku buat dia. Namun, dia lebih memilih untuk duduk di sebelah jiran tetangga aku tadi. Perasaan aku sudah mulai tidak enak. Selepas habis waktu kelas, aku langsung megekori dia dari belakang yang hanya berjalan selamba meninggalkan aku di belakang. 'Sah, marah kat aku ni..Ya Allah, tolong laa jangan dia marah'. "Dah la D, ko pegi je la buat keje kau tu. Aku tau kau sibuk kan?" Aku hanya mendiamkan diri dan memang dia sedia maklum kalau di kolej aku tidak mempunyai waktu untuk bersahaja. Kebetulan juga, pagi itu aku harus menghadiri mesyuarat bagi Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar dan fasilitator. " Kau marahkan aku ke?Sorry laa..pasal tadi ke?",,," Dah la D, aku dah tak larat nak dengar dah ape orang cakap pasal kau kat aku. Aku tak nak caye sebab kau kawan aku. Dah la, kau jangan tanya aku, kang aku terus meletup, semua benda keluar" ,,, "tapi aku cakap ape? sape yang bagitau?",, " dahla, kau tak yah tau la sape.Cukup la yang aku dengar pasal kau, kau pergi la buat keje kau". Aku hanya mampu diam dan bingung.

Akan tetapi aku tidak mempedulikannya. Aku mengekori dia sehingga di dalam perpustakaan kolej. Sampai di perpustakaan kolej, aku memberitahu dia bahawa aku hanya boleh sampai di situ sahaja kerana aku harus menghadiri mesyuarat. Agak berat tetapi apakan daya.

Mulai saat itu dan ketika itu, dia mulai bersikap dingin dengan aku dan kami sudah jarang bercakap. Aku mulai runsing sambil memikirkan apa salah aku terhadap dia. Lama-kelamaan, kami sudah tidak berbual, bertegur, ataupun bercanda. Dialah satu-satunya teman aku di kolej yang akrab dengan aku. Kebetulan juga, G juga tidak mahu bertegur sapa dengan aku, malah menjauhkan diri dari aku. Maaf kalau aku serkap jarang dan tersalah. Kalau menurut aku, mungkin kejadian di antara aku dan dia ada kena mengena dengan G... Aku mulai pasrah. Hanya mampu diam.



Copied from my Friendster blog.....
"One fine day, suddenly ure mad at me.. I feel like suddenly I dunno u.. Why r u mad? Why the sudden temptations? I’m curious by that time, seems like u dont even need my explainations. All confession u kept it as silence as possible. Owh how much I misses u, only Allah knows. Eventhough I’ve tried to started the conversation, u still ignoring me. I was poundered. Gosh!! If only I know wut’s on ur mind by that time. Is it Just because of I went somewhere that morning w/out u?? cause u’r sour face stood up after the plot. I kept messanging u, but none of it u replied. I donno wut to do.. right now i juz misses u that much.

Dear, I cant explain how much i need u when everyone is avoiding me. He’s acting weird. and u were’nt there. All my dudes r busy wif their stuff, and all i have at the moment is u. But u started to acting weird which gave me no clue. I love u.. But I dunno how to spill it when I’m with u. But I only know how to show u. I care about u. I’ve tried to start the conversation wif u, but y r u avoiding me not to speak about it whereas that’s the reason y ur not talking and avoiding me.

I only can pray u well in everything ur doing rite now. But please dear tell me wut’s going on btw us..please…i’m begging u. I misses u so much!!! I miss our r/tionship like we used to be. Although we cant get back to the past, but at least we could be frens in present n future. I juz wanted to noe wuts going on actually.. n y all da silence.. coz i love n miss us.."

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Panas lakk aku rase...

Ni yang eden tak gomar ni haa...Main pass2 barang orang sesuke hati.
Kang eden pulo yang konoi...huh.. Pass2 barang sane-sinun, dah la xbtau dulu. Ni yang malas tahap gaban nih..haih~~~marah plak aku rase..huh!!!!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Di saat tuan punya barang meminta barangnya dipulangkan...



Kemarin, aku lupa bila tapi agak dalam masa terdekat ini. Aku dikejutkan dengan satu lagi berita dari adikku dan ayahku. Sepupu kepada ayahku atau lebih dikenali sebagai mak cik aku yang juga merupakan tetangga di kampung halaman ku itu meninggal akibat kanser. (innalillahiwainnailaihrajiun...)

Aku sedikit tergamam dan beberapa saat kemudian terbayang wajah anak lelaki mak cik aku itu yang kini harus hidup sendirian(semoga Allah sentiasa bersama kamu). Seketika kemudian tergamar bayangan adik perempuannya dahulu yang juga meninggal akibat kanser. Kini tanpa ahli keluarga yang paling dekat, dia harus berhidup tanpa ada tempat untuk bergantung.
Sendiri....sendiri...sendiri...

Well nasib baik dia dah besar, tak tergambar kalau dia masih kecil.

Apa-apa pun saya doakan Abg Ki bahagia dan hidup dengan gembira..amiin~~~


Diganggu sejenis makhluk ganasss~~


Di suatu pagi yang dingin, di kala aku enak dibuai mimpi.....

Tiba-tiba aku terbangun. Namun kelopak mata ini masih berat untuk dibuka sepenuhnya. Kelihatan satu makhluk yang agak besar dan berat yang dipenuhi bulu-bulu lebat di samping aku.

Selang beberapa saat, makhluk tersebut terus menyerang aku dan tanpa sempat aku mengelak serangannya, makhluk tadi terus menerjah ke lengan, betis dan akhirnye hampir ke muka. Aku yang sedikit mamai dan dengan muka busuk berkata "Neno.....Jangan aa kacau. Nak tido aaa..."

Tanpa menghiraukan omongan aku, makhluk td meneruskan serangannya dengan menjilat2 lengan, tangan dan kaki aku. Apabila dia mahu menempek di bahagian muk, aku langsung terbangun. "Ala...Neno lapar ke??? Tapi bagi yogurt xnak makan..Neno nak makan ape??"

Aku pun bangun keluar dari kamar peraduanku terus memuka pintu putih yang mengandungi segala macam objek untuk didinginkan(peti ais la tu..amboii susah benau nak paham ni haaa).
Aku mengambil sesudu yogurt buat Neno. Akan tetapi, hampa yang datang. Neno tetap berkeras tidak mahu makan.

Aku segera membasuh tangan sambil mengganti air minuman Neno yang sudah agak lama terbiar. Kemudian, aku sepantas kilat menyambar Bitzza Tuna yang kami order semalam dari Hegazz... Aku meninggalkan secebis buat Neno. 'Memang berkesan kata-kata ayah mentua P.Ramlee dalam filem 3 Abdul.. Ambil bau saja pun dah kenyang...haih!!'

dah la Neno...nak sambung tido, jangan kacau.(berharap tidak diganggu......zzzzzzzzzzzzzz)
hehehe~~~


Friday, July 24, 2009

Independent woman should work on her own and stands on her own

I know it's my fault, but I have tried my best to win and to succeed. Gosh,,, my baby don't talk to me, my exams sucks,,n now papa says nothing. everything is my fault, I mean 'EVERYTHING' 'TRULY SORRY..

I know they frustrated on everything. They too have their own problems. My saudara is on hospital rite now, same penyakit as my cousin and apparently almost the same with her own daughter. I know things mixed up rite now.
So am I here.

I think I can't make it. I'm not that strong I guess. Feel like wanna go home, no where but home..

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Reaksi Kepada Mentally-iLL person

Huuuuuu~~~~~~

Can you imagine, u're talking to bantal and someone else sees that???
haha imagine that, don't stop now. People will think you are mentally ill and start avoiding you for no reason or when you do silly things or silly talks. haha take that!!

Anyway, in order to prove that I am not that psycotic type,,listen here------>>

Actually I was on the phone with my Baby Boo-tAk,. Suddenly, My fren which is our penumpang tetap masuk to my room, and unfortunately saw a LOLLIPOP pillow on my hand while I was on the phone. Ye tuan2 dan puan2, sile berimaginasi sebentar..... Jika anda di tempat beliau dan anda tidak tahu bahawasanya teman anda sedang menggunakan headset sambil memegang bantal. Apakah reaksi anda??

Ye tuan2 dan pompuan...begitulah keadaan saya sewaktu saya ditemui..(bajed cam berita ape je..hoooooo~~~)

then, another housemate berkata2, "DD, kenape ko cakap dengan bantal??" "I'm not!!" Aku cube menidakkannya. Akan tetapi, apakan daya.. (Hampa~~haih!)

Maka melekat lah status itu setiap kali aku masuk bilik untuk on the phone...

sekian, al-kisah~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Bile kite tersepit antara perasaan sendiri dengan kejadian yang tidak diingini terjadi....


I don't know how to put this into a proper sentences and proper words. Tapi I feel like I cannot call my baby botak,, 'Botak' anymore.. isk3!! sedey~~` :'(

sebab saye suke panggil die Botak,tapi..... haih!!

Senang nak jage hati orang lain,, ingat senang ke nak jage hati sendiri???

Bile hati sendiri kite kena abaikan demi kebaikan orang lain dan bersama.. tapi macam mana kalau orang tu tak faham bahasa plak??

Nak buat bodo, tapi kadang tu asyik terfikir sebab tak suke orang terasa or sakit hati dengan sikap kita. kalau orang tu plak yang tak nak jaga perasaan kita, how???
Hati mEnaNGis siapA tAHu

lalala~~~~

Monday, June 22, 2009

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Mengapa harus begini??


As for all, terima kasih bagi yang memberi sokongan walaupun tidak secara direct tapi reaksi anda berkata-kata memberi kesan indirect yang cukup bermakna. trimas skali lagi.

Ok, so what?? Aku dah berpunya, so?? Adakah itu meletakkan anda semua ke belakang?? Adakah aku mengetepikan korang sebagai seorang sahabat, member, kawan? Salahkah aku untuk suka dengan seseorang? Aku mohon maaf terlebih dahulu jika aku ada menyinggung sesiapa dan mengetepikan sesiapa.

Bila aku diam seribu bahasa, ada yang cakap aku saving balak. Bila aku bersuara, reaksi anda semua yang berubah. Mana perginya kata-kata "ala tak kisah pun, balak ko kan, janji ko suke..kitorg rileks je"... Mana hilangnya, 'kalau member dan betul-betul member, ikhlas nak kawan dengan kite, diorang mesti faham situasi serta kondisi kita.'

Mungkin masing-masing ada pendirian masing-masing. Mungkin pemikiran dan hati tidak sekata. Tapi aku tak sebut siapa, sendiri makan cili, sendiri la minum air.(ye dok??)
Aku juga tidak menyalahkan sesiapa, mungkin jiwa masih belum mampu berhenti atau take a break. Ada kemungkinan juga, peribahasa yang sering diwar-warkan di kalangan masyarakat dunia, 'Friend is forever' atau 'People will walk away, but friends stay' kurang sesuai untuk diaplikasikan ke dalam hidup segelintir insan. Mungkin patut di olah sedikit kepada 'Only TRUE friend is forever' dan 'People will walk away and stay, and TRUE friends stay'.

Kadang-kadang, benda remeh macam ni yang buat aku malas nak berfikir. Malas nak ambil port. Tapi tak kisah lah, orang nak fikir apa pun. Life must go on no matter what. Semoga anak-anak Adam a.s dan Hawa mendapat redha-Mu Yaa Robb~

HIDUP HARUS TABAH, DAN BERPIJAK DI ATAS KAKI SENDIRI. MENGHARAPKAN BENDA SEMENTARA UNTUK KEKAL BUKAN KUASA KITA.