Independent woman should work on her own and stands on her own

I know it's my fault, but I have tried my best to win and to succeed. Gosh,,, my baby don't talk to me, my exams sucks,,n now papa says nothing. everything is my fault, I mean 'EVERYTHING' 'TRULY SORRY..

I know they frustrated on everything. They too have their own problems. My saudara is on hospital rite now, same penyakit as my cousin and apparently almost the same with her own daughter. I know things mixed up rite now.
So am I here.

I think I can't make it. I'm not that strong I guess. Feel like wanna go home, no where but home..

Gajah Menari

Apabila bunga berkembang berseri,

Seekor gajah keluar menari,

Dia lenggok ke kanan,

Dia lenggok ke kiri,

Dia jemput pulang seekor lagi...

Reaksi Kepada Mentally-iLL person

Huuuuuu~~~~~~

Can you imagine, u're talking to bantal and someone else sees that???

haha imagine that, don't stop now. People will think you are mentally ill and start avoiding you for no reason or when you do silly things or silly talks. haha take that!!

Anyway, in order to prove that I am not that psycotic type,,listen here------>>

Actually I was on the phone with my Baby Boo-tAk,. Suddenly, My fren which is our penumpang tetap masuk to my room, and unfortunately saw a LOLLIPOP pillow on my hand while I was on the phone. Ye tuan2 dan puan2, sile berimaginasi sebentar..... Jika anda di tempat beliau dan anda tidak tahu bahawasanya teman anda sedang menggunakan headset sambil memegang bantal. Apakah reaksi anda??

Ye tuan2 dan pompuan...begitulah keadaan saya sewaktu saya ditemui..(bajed cam berita ape je..hoooooo~~~)

then, another housemate berkata2, "DD, kenape ko cakap dengan bantal??" "I'm not!!" Aku cube menidakkannya. Akan tetapi, apakan daya.. (Hampa~~haih!)

Maka melekat lah status itu setiap kali aku masuk bilik untuk on the phone...

sekian, al-kisah~

Bile kite tersepit antara perasaan sendiri dengan kejadian yang tidak diingini terjadi....

I don't know how to put this into a proper sentences and proper words. Tapi I feel like I cannot call my baby botak,, 'Botak' anymore.. isk3!! sedey~~` :'(

sebab saye suke panggil die Botak,tapi..... haih!!

Senang nak jage hati orang lain,, ingat senang ke nak jage hati sendiri???

Bile hati sendiri kite kena abaikan demi kebaikan orang lain dan bersama.. tapi macam mana kalau orang tu tak faham bahasa plak??

Nak buat bodo, tapi kadang tu asyik terfikir sebab tak suke orang terasa or sakit hati dengan sikap kita. kalau orang tu plak yang tak nak jaga perasaan kita, how???

Hati mEnaNGis siapA tAHu

lalala~~~~